Though I was horribly horribly ill, I never can convince myself of that. I never really felt like I was a "real" bulimic although I was. I think this may have had something to do with the fact that I never saw myself as thin and my weight changed so drastically month to month.
Has anyone else had this similar feeling? Like you were never the real deal? I know it's a sick thing to want tobe able to acknowledge, but it's just weird to me.