My question is this: If you could be fat and happy at the same time, would you be? Why or why not? Because it seems to me that the thinner I get, the more and more unhappy I become. So obviously this eating disorder thing isn't working. At least, not for me. And tons of "fat" people I know are really quite happy--the cook at the treatment center I went to, my best friend, my dad...it just seems to me like the two having nothing to do with each other, at least in the real world.