throw dirt on me & grow a wildflower (handgun) wrote in ed_ucate,
throw dirt on me & grow a wildflower
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When I go out to eat, I like to sit in a booth with my back to the wall, in a corner. If I don't have all three of these satisfied then I get extremely insecure and start feeling like everyone's looking at me and thinking "look at that fat girl, how dare she come out and eat in public." I start shaking a little sometimes, and there is no position I can sit in that makes me feel any more safe. But if I'm in a booth with my back to the wall in a corner, I'm perfectly fine.

Does anybody else have any similar issues when they eat in public? Is there anything you can do when you're feeling triggered and insecure that makes you feel a little bit better?
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