May 29th, 2005

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Could any of you girls give me some advice.
I fell ill with flue/virus abou a week ago, quite badly.
It made me quite weak and I don't seemed to be getting over it too quickly.
It made me too weak to go running properly, and running is the only thing that keeps my ed urges not to eat under control.
I need to get strong enough to get running again, hence eat a bit better, and get over my flu. I know I should start eating more to build up my body to fight the flu, but I just can't get over the fact that I will be eating while not running, I just can't.
Stuck in such a trap, and the stupidness of it is unbelievable. It is logical as to what I should do to get over my flu, but I can't unless I am capable of running. :(
How do I break this cycle of thought (temporaraly at least?).

XXX
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better late than never...

hi...i'm new to this communtiy. i joined/was accepted a few days ago and spaced inroducing myself until now.
my name is kim. i'm 23 years old. hmmm...let's see...i study ballet and have since i was about 5 years old. with a year or so break at the lost age of about 18. i've had an eating disorder for quite a long time. my eating disorder is ednos because i still have my period and my bmi is slightly above 17.

i have a serious problem with fasting, and it seems as though it's much like an addiction. one i don't exactly have figured out. i'm not sure what i like so much about it. i do it alot. usually lasting between 1.5 and 9 days. :/

nontheless this is me and i'm usually open to new people with similar situations.
xoxo
kim
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When I was first diagnosed with Anorexia, I was not eating normally (duh.). Most days I would consume only a bag or two of potato chips. Maybe some candy. I was living off junk food. Do you have any idea if there's a link between anoretics and eating junk food?

I find now, with my eating disorder (Ed-Nos, having gained weight from my anoretic state) I'm only eating junk.