September 8th, 2005

#41 with Lyrics

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I am really hitting a plateau and becoming desperate... I bought some Ephedrine... Is that like Ephedra? If I take it (I've only had one), what could happen to me (short term and long term)? Will it speed up my metabolism, what?? I am going crazy, in more than one way it seems.
PS-- Sorry if there is a memory/etc about this already... I am a teacher (yeah, great role model I am :/, binging and purging at school, not eating for days in front of the students, who are in 8th grade...), and the kids are going to come to class (no time to check).