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June 25th, 2009

I feel kind of guilty posting this.

Alright,so I'm really triggered by numbers. On a bad day, I don't want to know how much you weigh or how many calories you eat. It's hard enough not to focus on the numbers without accidentally stumbling across them here.

I was just thinking... can we put a label on possibly triggering information containing numbers? Such as:

may be triggering; contains numbers, mention of specific foods, etc.Collapse )

Something like that?

Seriously, I don't want to censor you guys, but I've relied on this community for awhile now and I just can't handle the numbers all the time.

Anyone up for this suggestion?



I've been doing a fair bit of thinking recently, either because it's I'm on holidays or it's my 21st birthday this year. For some reason, I've often considered it a 'deadline' for me to finish my growth.

brief 'story of my ed' Collapse )



I've never done t

My questions are:

1. Do you think I will ever 'develop'? I feel like I'm still waiting for my body to magically (and drastically) morph into something entirely different. Just quietly (I have 32A cups (just)....two days ago discovered I'm a better 30B I and I don't feel as though I look 'right'.

2. Given that I gained only a few kg over months of large (see above) calorie levels, do you think it's possible I went into hyper-metabolism? I had very bad night sweats (as in, the shorts & singlet i wore to bed were soaked) but I'm still unsure.