Shiroi Ookami (alabaster_loup) wrote in ed_ucate,
Shiroi Ookami
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Age: 16

Gender: Female

Height: 5'7"ish

Weight: 135 (just weighed myself today..)

BMI: 21.1

ED: ED-NOS, I believe... I fit the criteria. I'm completely obsessed with my weight and food. And sadly it has gotten to the point in which it is essentially all I think about throughout the day.
I starve myself when I get the urge to. I'll purge whenever I feel I've eaten something I shouldn't have. I am also a compulsive exerciser and a health nut (when I am eating that is). Currently though, I'm starving myself. I was anorexic a few years ago and through my struggle with eating problems afterward anorexic tendencies seemed to be a "favorite" of mine.

Diagnosed/Self-diagnosed?: Self-diagnosed if you can call it a diagnosis... I'm too timid to tell a professional or have my parents find out... so my speculation that this is ed-nos is all I can go by.

My biggest pet peeve about ED communities: People who want to lose a certain amount of weight for an event like a show or dance of something...it doesn't seem like something that should be in an ED community.
Also people who call themselves Ana... as in a nick name.

Questions/comments/concerns: I really just can't stop thinking about weight, food, appearance, BMI.. et cetera. It monopolizes my thoughts. I want to know why this plagues me so much. Recently it's just gotten so much worse. Though I know the answers I seek will have to be found within me, it's nice to be a part of a community that is supportive and here to educate people.
This is a very lovely community to have.

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