ruby royal (littleboats) wrote in ed_ucate,
ruby royal

Hi everyone :)

Age 18

Gender Female

How I found my way here Through another Livejournal community - fixmymirror


Diagnosed/Self-diagnosed? Self-diagnosed.


[X] binging (more than ~800 calories per sitting)
[X] restricting (under 900 calories a day)
[X] purging (vomit, laxative, diuretic, enema) after binging
[_] purging (vomit, laxative, diuretic, enema) without binging
[X] excessively exercising after eating
[_] chewing and spitting
[_] obsession with "pure" food
[X] terror of gaining weight
[X] self-worth based on looks or weight
[_] missing period
[X] I answered the question below

What do you feel is the difference between your attitudes/behaviors and those of someone who has normal insecurities about her body?

The issue of my weight plagues every day of my life from the moment I open my eyes to the minute I go to sleep at night. I live in constant, conflicting states of fear of losing control and hatred of my body and myself. Basically, things a "normal" person would probably not have to deal with on a daily basis.

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