farfrombeauty (farfrombeauty) wrote in ed_ucate,

I got married on Tuesday, and we moved in together that night.

I often feel like I need to show Cole that I can be healthy, because I feel that he fears he'll lose me to my eating disorder. It's in the open. I usually do this in a ridiculous way (i.e. I'll eat a pint of Ben & Jerry's ice cream in front of him and become sick from all the sugar). I have never eaten this way, I usually do not touch refined sugar, dairy products, or large servings. I haven't been binging, just eating random servings of junk food.

My question is, do any of you feel the need to prove your health to someone, and go about it in a negative way?

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