i am 20, nursing student, eating disordered?
there's the question...
here's my story:
at 15 started dancing ballet very serioulsy, long story short, lost about 20lbs putting me at just over 93lbs (5'5")
previous to this I had dabbled with bulimia, throwing up once in a while (maybe 4-10 times/month)
i was never officially diagnosed with anything, good liar, stupid doctors...but now here i am
109lbs, purging regularly (i fit diagnostic criteria for bulimia), taking stacker 2's, totally obsessed with food, fat, body, food....but still feel borderline..like a poser, a fake...
i guess i am just looking for confirmation/acceptance/validity?
