I cannot leave the house without full make-up and dressed to my best. my shopping habits are becoming crazy as i am constantly trying to look different. (maybe to become a different person altogether?)
I constantly fail at looking my best, there are 3 levels. 1) looking and feeling great, could take on the world, hey i'm pretty. 2) i'll do, i'm losing weight, i'll look fabulous soon. 3) do not create eye contact with anyone, they will see how dirty and ugly you are.
I have come to realise how much time and energy this whole ridiculous pursuit is taking up.