Forgive me if my topic is too much like the one a few posts below (http://community.livejournal.com/ed_ucate/758264.html?view=14230264#t14230264), but its been on my mind for the last few days.
Next week I am seeing a person who just recently knows of my eating disoder. I'm worried that it might be akward and he might be very carefully watching what and how I eat. I know in the past, when I've told someone about my e.d or they had already known, I tend to act a lot more eating disordered. I eat less because I'm afraid the person will not believe the severity of my eating disorder. Or that the person will think that I was lying about my eating disorder to get attention.
Question: Do any of you tend to act differently around someone who knows about your eating disorder rather than someone who doesn't? Do you act more ill?