I ve been a member for a while, but right after that I had to be hospitalized for anorexia/ bulimia, so I never got a chance to post. I just finally, finally got out of the hospital last week, and Ive been extremely depressed. I gained 60 pounds while I was there. It hurts to even say it. Ive been so depressed since Ive been home because none of my clothes fit anymore and I had to take medical leave from school since I was gone for so long and everything in my life is just screwing up right now. I feel like a failure. I went from 120 to 180, and now its honestly like I cant even live in my own body. i just dont know what to do. I really need some support. Whoever in here has been hospitalized, id really like to hear your stories of everything, llike how you felt afterward with your new bodies and just whatever you can tell me. I'm just so sad about everything. If anyone wants to be IM buddies or anything, my screename is angelicasj315.
Please tell me whatever you can about my situation, I'm in so deep that I cant see a way out.